August 2011
2 posts
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“I write to bleed with these thoughts in my head, hoping to convey what it really...”
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post midterm syndrome
Off from the road of distress, I’ll cherish every longing days that I will have for the next few years. It’s been three months, but it seems time had already taken it’s toll on me, deprived of rest, leaving me with nothing but a heavy damage within. With every lash I had conceded and creases to my dignity, I will take this journey with all the strength left, equipped with...
July 2011
2 posts
You probably don't know or remember but
kjakerz:
iscream-forthat-icecream:
I’m sweating my eyes. :”(
THIS IS BEAUTIFUL :’)
<3 :’)
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square one
I used to write notes with an open heart,
pouring every emotion which have been restrained.
Despite numerous attempts to lay it all out,
the spur of moment never fails to cease my heart.
Baffled, I cried in this cold dusk.
May 2011
4 posts
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Gabi na kasi
Sa bawat titik ng mga salitang aking binigkas,
ay mga kahulugang aking nais maiparamdam.
Sa tinig na siyang nagduduyan sa aking damdamin,
nais kong maiparating ang nararamdaman.
Sa lamig ng gabi at simoy ng hangin,
kumakaway ang mga labing nangangarap na ika’y mahagkan,
mga bisig na nais kang mayakap ng lubusan.
Sa pagtatapos ng musikang umaawit ng aking puso,
at sa paglaya ng...
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“A half-hearted decision is one of the most difficult choices to take, but it...”
April 2011
1 post
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March 2011
4 posts
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I wish Filipinos can learn this. →
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Worst feelings.
kuristeen:
lovechaaaa:
kellyruckstuhl:
When you know your “Friends” are lying to you…
When you see the person you love/like with someone else other than you.
When someone says, “I just want to be friends.”
Or when you just feel like you’re not good enough.
When you’ve lost someone truly important.
mostly just the last one.
THIS. :’(
2nd&4th ;’<
:(
February 2011
4 posts
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random words, random thoughts
FEBRUARY 25, 2011
I reminisce the first time I saw you
smiling and I thought it really was for me.
Moving on wasn’t that easy but it was worth
the wait, and worth the effort.
Sometimes, pain just need to cross our path
to make us stronger, tougher and more graceful.
It makes one feel renewed, reborn and refreshed.
Completely feeling nothing, I am confident to
say that I’m...
I succumbed to the pain, which has eaten me alive. I never thought I would feel something so intense that even a mere delightfulness won’t make things any better. I always had the patience, with things, with people, with the situation, yet this time, this only time had I reached my peak. With what’s visible have now been an eyesore, and every sound, a perfect noise. I wish I could have done...
“Worst thing to do in front of your Prince Charming is to stare blankly and not...”
January 2011
2 posts
December 2010
7 posts
Good bye 2010, HELLO 2011!
Tama! Natapos na naman ang isang taon, taon na punungpuno ng samu’t saring mga kaganapan na nagpasaya, nagpalungkot, nagpakaba at nagturo sa atin ng maraming bagay. Good bye 2010, marami kang ipinaranas sa akin. Sa taong ito, marami akong bagay na natutunan. Natuto akong tumayo sa sarili kong mga paa, natutong magaral ng mas masipag pa sa nakasanayan, natutong makisama sa iba’t ibang...
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Bakit nga ba?
Usually, binubuksan ko ang tumblr para magpost ng mga kung anong anik anik na nangyayari sa buhay ko. Kung may maganda o masalimuot na naganap, nagkakaroon ako ng pagkakataon na ilabas ang nararamdaman ko sa pagsusulat. Napansin ko lang, for the years na nagpopost ako, bakit halos lahat ng post ay reblogs, maganda sana kung tungkol sa mga nangyayari sa buhay nila, ngunit kalimitan, ay tungkol sa...
It's too upsetting when things happen unexpectedly...
NAKAKAINIS LANG. :|
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seeing you
It is funny how I tried so much to make myself be alright when, with just a simple glimpse of yesteryears, makes everything return to how it used to be. Maybe I’m a just jaded by how my perception was with those things in the past, that now, when everything I opted to forget haunts me unknowingly.
“In the year 2010, I’ve loved, lost, but most of all, learned. ;)”
– Simplify and unclutter your life.
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Being able to face the world has been a privilege; meeting people, knowing things, and above all, appreciating every moment spent. It has never been easy, every battle fought with fear and courage, as every victory celebrated with grand bottle of overflowing joy and serenity. Yet with time constantly running, such privilege makes every being falter. Never has there been an instance when no one...
November 2010
6 posts
Free Polaroid Give away!!!!! Re-blog to qualify.
soulfulapparel:
Polaroid Giveaway!!
-Starts 11/18 and ends 11/30.
To qualify you must re blog this post to be entered in the drawing. New followers will count as an extra ticket in the drawing..
-I will notify the winner after the drawing and ship it to them.
(Does not come with film, but the camera is in GREAT condition)
“Before, I was angered by the fact that love remained afar, now I am angered by...”
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October 2010
14 posts
Watching Playful Kiss, this has been my LSS for...
“don’t act as if you’re special”
– yup! strong words, but that came from a friend and it hit me hard! OUCH!
Ever since, I wanted to write something about anything, and up to this point I haven’t decided on what topic to take until I realized, all I wanted to write about is you. It’s funny how you will be able to read this, and despite that, I don’t care much if you will. Just this last time, and last chance, I want to express all my heart’s content for me to completely move...
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I miss the old you, I miss the old me, I miss the old we,
when I recall the days that had gone, those days when you understood me well.
hopes are still up that each memory may relive,
and that the we, I once knew, would be an enough end, for me to be happy.
“Dear America, when you tell gay Americans that they can’t serve their country...”
– Sarah Silverman (via deliriant)
Just as when I’m about to sleep, I found...
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yes you
I’ve been trying to control my temper, since the day I knew, it was you. Yes, it’s you, who had caused so much clamor, making my peaceful life falter. You with that big mouth who has no temperance in saying those unnecessary things. For once, can you at least have the decency to stop pestering another person’s existence? If you have no life, then don’t ruin...
September 2010
18 posts
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The most annoying thing is doing something to cause a reaction, but not getting anything in return.
And the most depressing part of it is that despite knowing the outcome, you’re still expecting.
September 29, 2010
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Finally, this chapter is on its nearing end. I’ve finally found redemption from pain, and loneliness. Sooner or later, I’ll be able to smile with no pretentions. I’d be able to look at you, and feel nothing.
I know things won’t go back to how it used to be. And maybe, you wouldn’t even want to see me. I should be blamed for everything. From now on, you need not to...
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Inflicting pain on myself has been my practice to be okay.
I know it’s wrong, and I know I can hurt others.
I’m sorry for being senselessly thick-skinned, for not realizing your feelings.
I’m sorry, for despite wanting you to know, I end up hurting and humiliating you.
You don’t deserve this, especially from someone like me. You deserve someone better, something,...
Expectations come to worst,
as one forbids the expression of emotion,
one wishes to exude.
Despite denials,
we are still bound to commit the same mistake.
September 21, 2010